I'm Evelyn.

Tonight I realized that holding on is going to do nothing but bring me pain, I’m ready to move on i’m ready to be a normal teenager I’ve wasted too many years being sad so that means no more checking up on him, no more thinking about the past I need to focus on my future. I’m starting senior year a completely different person I need to do this for myself I want to be happy.

"He may love you. He probably does. He probably thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.”
— this is really important (via soulsscrawl)

DO YOU EVER WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP BUT AT THE SAME TIME YOU’RE SCARED OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP